I HAVE BEEN EATING AND SLEEPING ALL DAY, TERRIBLE! (I slept at 10am, i woke up at 5. i went back to sleep and i just woke up. its 10.30pm) IM A BAT!!!!!!!!!

PAUL!!!! WTF ARE YOU DOING!

Let's not take my books for granted, i shall start making goals of when to complete finish reading them and borrow more from the library. And start shooting and developping my rolls of film again. And of course train(and not sleep).

Chinese New Year has been great! i didn't lose any money this year, in fact i won abit. $40? But gambling is satanic, it is addictive. hahaha i remember that i wrote an article, sorry i mean essay on it during my prelims or something last year in school and got quite a high mark for it. MY RESOLUTION IN THAT COMPO WAS TO NEVER GAMBLE AGAIN(NOT WITH MONEY) AND WHAT? I played cards at ronald's place last night for 10 hours? This is sick, but i'm getting better.

In everything i do and everyday i live by, i have God in mind and that's all that matters. It gives me purpose and i keep on living, i am happy.